Listen to my story

2010-06-04T05:51:00.000-07:00

IM SO TIREDDD ):
I think im aging rapidly, i feel sleepy easily. I can sleep for the whole afternoon & at night im stil able t sleep well :0

I hope contact lens dont give me any more problem, just let me wear like usual kay. I hope it's just the dry eyes problem & not any allergics or what. I rly dont like to wear specs, but guess I got no choice if I still want my vision ):

Ohmy, BTs are after the hols. I have been failing most of my lecture tests, so not motivated to study. I hate sch, if j1's life is alrdy such a chore, I cant imagine j2's.

I looked forward to perth trip & asg :) Even though the team is without Ling, Meiling they all, but I still think that it will be fun :) Yay!

2010-05-09T06:36:00.000-07:00

REVIVAL of blog

I need a channel to vent my frustration so I shall blog here agn.

HAIXX, sch really sucks. & I still regret.
I think this yr is probably my worst nball season ever. Im in the midst of season but I feel so weak. Weights trgs really make a big difference to my preparation for season.

HAIXX, this totally sucks, & i really miss ssp. 4more games, then it will be over.
I dno whether it's the game or the school that Im sick of, but i really dont feel like carry on training.

I cant find the motivation to keep fighting when im so off-form.
:(

2009-04-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

Perhaps we were just not strong enough; working not hard enough. This regret will stay in us. We have no choice but to move on for bigger things. 我松开手, 回忆却没放掉.

2009-04-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

Hopefully, next fri will be our nationals final. Time really flies. Have been watching ANZ matches online & learnt lots of stuff from their play. Saw this video while finding ANZ video. Damn cool stuff. Champs!

Enjoy the process and eventually the outcome!

Watching the ANZ games made me realised that it really doesnt matter how much u contacted cos eventually u WILL get the intercept. Just keep on trying and u will get a clean intercept. And, never fear ur opponent is better than u cos ur 'better' opponent wil be super pressurized if u ever tip a ball out of her hand.

2009-04-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

Round 1 of Nationals is done. Robin went back to NZ & mdm lee was our coach last wk. :O I think it has been v hard for me to be playing GD against experienced GA. Idk, I need more time to adapt t playing GD, defending the player & bringing the ball down after turnover. It feels so awful to be out of comfort zone, not playing GK. & im so not motivated for each game, idk why. I thought I have been looking forward to playing w my fellow sec 4s since last yr, so why am I not excited abt the matches now? Damn. My man on defence just really sucks (esp as GD). I think I can be the only player on court that never intercpt a single ball in a game. Sian. Round 2 will be even harder w Dunman, st marg, nanhua. Anw, awards night/5th anniversary was really fun :D And I enjoyed playing basketball w SinEe, Ida & her friend on fri :D

IKindOfMissCoach

2009-03-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

Ohman, zhen feels like complaining, can I?
Idk why, but I always feel that in friendship, both friends have to make the effort to care abt the other & NOT finding them only if u have no other friends to turn to. And I feel quite helpless when I see ppl falling for some traps in their friendship with others. For eg, others treating you as spare tyre. I mean, in a mean way, this is absolutely none of my business, but as a friend, I really want to remind you. A friend is not a friend if she doesnt cares abt u.

Rock on My friends!

2009-03-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

It's March hols but I went back school every single day. I had lots of fun at p6 development on tue, esp umpiring. Suprising fun, haha. Woke up early today to support the rest at 17s round 2. I love trials :D I think it's really nice to watch everyone fighting hard to get into the next round. Saw cheryl lee!! So long nvr see her ard, I will get to see her even more when nationals start.I think Ling & cheryl worked v well tgt. Hope Ling hurry recover from her cough. Missed 17s 08. I have been thinking, if given a choice, would I prefer to be one of the better ones in 17s or a bench warmer in 19s?

For example: A captain in 17s VS a Benchwarmer in 19s. Haha, I dont know why I got this wierd thinking. 17s will have all my close friends(& even not so nice friends), training in own sch & I will be able to have lots of court time. On the other hand, 19s I will be playing w better players, new coach, better exposure. Arrgh, why cant we be greedy & have the best of both worlds. HAHA. This's a abit crazy.

But I guess it will be better for me to be in 19s cos Im someone that will improve playing w players of higher standard. I will work hard to match up to their standard so eventually I will improve. Zhen, you are given a rare chance & you should treasure it!

Ohmy, cant wait for nationals!!

2009-02-16T05:01:00.000-08:00

Game against Canberra tdy. From bad to worse man, my play. I was so sleepy thru-out the whole game. Maybe I havent recover from tanglin trust comp. Oh! Both B div & sec 1s won the U18 & U13 age grp respectively :D Anw, I think Im falling sick soon. Damn. I dont feel like going for 19s trial cos I think I wont do well. IM SO DAMN TIRED NOW!

2009-02-06T04:52:00.000-08:00

Back! Im playing for tanglin trust next sat :D Hahaha. So glad that almost all the tests are over even though I screwed quite a number. Quite disappointed in Chem. Bad start. My first zonal match wasnt too gd. Not used t playing an actual game w fellow defenders. Aiya. Need t work on more things! 1.6 time trial this morning, I have improved! 8.09mins. Still room for improvement! Next wed we are having friendly w rjc :D Hope I will play well! The whole academy had Swensens just now. Quite pissed w that lil junior. I mean, we spent so much time arguing w the waitress that we didnt order that as no one admits is hers. Then finally we are gna ask her t change then u suddenly admit is yours. We have asked ard for so long! Anw, cant blame her cos she is stil young.

Tmr! Dinner! :D & maybe visiting!

We are gna support yall hinann & meiling at nsl!! :D

2009-01-31T06:23:00.000-08:00

Went K box tgt w my family :D Sing sing sing!Haha! I just saw an article on weihan at redsports! Omg. Feel so so proud of her! Haha.

2009-01-25T04:32:00.000-08:00

Went Chinatown to get cny goods last wk :D

Cluster outing to err.. causeway :(

Just now go bai bai grandparents.

Da jie!

I painted this myself! nice?

Thankyou guys for listening to me when Im troubled!

Im really lucky to have yall!

Happy Cny guys!

Stay happy & healthy!!

2009-01-24T02:06:00.000-08:00

I have decided. And I will be firm with my decision.
Went shopping with wh. Brought heels & skinnies to complete my cny clothes :D So so happy! At first I wanted to leave much much earlier cos I had really bad cramps. But I just stayed & chat at the cafe until I feel better so we carried on shopping :D Wh brought so many clothes! She is quite a gd shopper partner cos she thinks b4 she buys but she doesnt think for too long. HAHAHA!
Take care everyone! Dont fall sick during this festive season! (esp you natty!)

2009-01-18T02:12:00.001-08:00

Feel really gd after spring cleaning! Haha. Went chinatown last night to get cny stuff. It was so crowded! Ohmy. Haha.

2009-01-16T03:59:00.000-08:00

Back from sch. Damn not feeling well. Seems that I got it from wt? Hahah. Skipped trg tdy. Zonals start next mon @ RP. Ohman, Im kind of scared if we can make it to the final. Aiyo. Restricted my blog cos I dont want unknown to view my blog.

2009-01-15T05:42:00.000-08:00

Screwed up both spa practicals. DamnDamn it. Damn mad with myself.

Whatever, everything is over. Lizhen came to sch just now for nsl trg :D

Got interrupted by a sudden boarding meeting over the smthg G & ht are in clinic. Hope they all alright. Elle farah nat & sha are also not feeling too well.

2009-01-10T06:20:00.000-08:00

First wk of school was quite screwed. New roommate New bed New sleeping place. Damn not used to it. Fitness tests made it worse. Every trg was a killer. Worst was, I fell into a drain when I was rushing back hostel. Damn big bruise at my butt. Two ugly scars at my leg. Eew.

2009-01-01T20:25:00.000-08:00

Okay. 2008 have became history. & I think I should look back what I have done this yr :D
Hmm. Netball.
I think Im really lucky to be in the schools nationals team, playing with the seniors. Even though I really sucks, but there was lack of defenders so Im really lucky to be on court playing. Really grateful of that. Playing with opens player like mel was like wow. Haha.
Also, getting into u17 squad was unexpected & being in the U17 team was really a big bonus. Working with fellow defenders like hinann & cheryl was a good experience. And also meeting new friends like ml joce cheryl was damn cool. The age grp Misa trip was quite cool, meeting new friends from U14 & U19 :D

Msia trip & Study awards

Lastly, getting into U19 perth team was a great experience. Very different team. I wouldnt say it was a damn good trip., but it's not bad. Good experience.

I enjoyed Adelaide trip better. There was higher standard of play, longer trip & we even managed to catch an ANZ game (thunderbirds against swifts). Also, I enjoyed the whole team staying tgt in like apartment. And of course, the places we went were cooler :D My first beach ice bath! The comp was really good, the players from other teams like Nz & Aussie were really really awesome. It's not like one or two from the team, it's like ALL of the players in the teams are good. Learnt alot from their play. In all, it's a damn good trip.

ANZ players

Okay. It's now 2009 resolutions!

Let's keep jumping! Hhaha!

Netball.
Winning the zonal & nationals titles is the team BIG target! We have to win it. I dont want it to be like 2yrs back when we lost by one to dunman in the nationals semi F. I hate that feeling. It will be hard but I hope G & I will lead the team well like how mel & hinann led us to winning last yr!

The ten of us + 2juniors are gna win it!

Next target: U17/U19 team. As much as I want to play in Asean schools U19, I know it will be pretty tough to get in. I will work hard for it but I will be v contented if I can get into U17 team.
O levels! Ohman, the thought of it sent chill down my spine. I will work hard & I hope I can get into my ideal jc w/out dsa using netball. St Andrew is a good choice :D
Hope it will be another fruitful year!

2009-01-01T18:47:00.000-08:00

Hello 2009! Happy New Year

Pics of cheena girls :D

Haha! I have been doing my ankle excerise until I was too bored that I tied the band onto my foot. No choice. I want my ankles to be strong & last me thru the season.

Sry wh. Didnt mean to not go k.

2008-12-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

Three days of extra lessons suck! My head is spinning with all those practicals. But Im glad that hols is well spent :D Just went out with Vane & Ida & her sister to ps to watch movie. Bedtime stories! The kids in the show are damn cute! Hahah. Crap, my hand is still aching from playing Wii at Shireen's hse. And Im having stm. I cant rmb things that I have done or where I have went.

I so want courtwork & games!

Im sick of gym! I need to touch netball!

Glad that Robin is back :D

I know my dom mates for next yr!

& should I be excited?

2008-12-19T04:30:00.000-08:00

Makan with Riyan at ps swensens :D Chatted for a long time! Hah, visit Vane's hse after that. Looking thru her sch's yearbook. Hahaha. So many old friends! And guess what, I saw Aiteng Jaclyn & Ensi on my way back home. They were giving out flyers! HHAHA!
Wh, you should have tell me earlier that you are at ps. Hahah. Too bad!
Yay! Gg msia on sunday :D Bye Natty! Enjoy your hols in Indonesia! Okay, Im going to do some research on which camera to get :D

2008-12-17T05:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went for BB sharity! It was quite fun. But it's damn wierd delivering the food alone with a BB boy & the taxi uncle. Haha. We didnt even converse on the journey there. But it feels good delivering to the elderly, esp when they thank you so sincerely. Woah. I feel like a good person, Hahaha.
Gym today was boring. Changed my braces to Lime Greeen :D Okay. I need to do my ankle excercise. No slacking after perth. There's stil Zonal & nationals. I wouldnt want to stay out of the games next yr anymore.
Cheers!

2008-12-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

Gym this morning. Quntin went missing so we started on our own. Ran 30mins after that, damn tired! My stamina dropped like hell. Gosh. I was struggling to move my legs. Went pizzahut to makan with Kim Georgina Sha & Ange. Baked rice!! Finally, damn long never eat that. Oh, I lost $$ again. I rmb clearly that I put into my wallet. Somemore I put in the zip part. Cant be accidentally drop out. Can it be somebody took it? Either I lost it during the 30mins run or when I bathing & left my bag outside. But everyone were running tgt? I think. Hmm.
BB sharity tmr! Haha! :D

2008-12-13T22:13:00.000-08:00

Study Awards 08 & Ms Chee's Bday Celebration

Happy Bday Mariam Chee!

Thankyou for everything

you have done for the team!

Jocelyn!

17s Cycling trip!

The endless road from east coast to Changi :O

Ml & Simann have coconut to eat! Not fair :P

2008-12-12T00:20:00.000-08:00

但令我感动的是，每当我差点跌倒时，总会有队友在我身旁把我扶起，然后继续走。我想这就是友情的可贵吧！
Laifl made me write a article on Iysc & perth trip. I didnt even join Iysc so nothing t write abt. Above is my fav paragraph of the article :D I rmb esp hinann & yling pulling me up when Im falling/drowning in the water. Hinann is like a macho man pulling a 60kg load!! I was really touched! Friendship is really showed here.
Okay, I need to go and complete the other part abt Iysc. & of course, gg to swim soon :D
THANKYOU NATTY!! For helping me t change the skin!!

2008-12-11T04:37:00.001-08:00

Hahaha. My stamina really dropped alot. Walked about today & Im feeling so tired alrdy. Sry to Natty. Made her wait for me for 1.5hr :O Saw the Nsl teams list. Cool, so many young players are selected. Congrats to Ml & Hinann! Well done! Do 17s proud :D Oh, not forgetting the Michelle(S)! Gd job! Hmm, I need to change my blogskin. Okay, I will try.

2008-12-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went K box w jie & her friends. The atmosphere like not v high. Hah. TanWH, when are are we going k box tgt? Haha. Should i continue to watch hot shot or just rest at home? Lalala.

2008-12-05T02:35:00.000-08:00

Okay, back from perth :D The trip was a good experience for me & Im glad that my ankles didnt give me any problems. Got to know some ppl better like Ym :D She's alrdy in jc1 but she's stil so childlike! Hahah. I guess this trip helps me to recover fast, to be back on court, preparing me for next yr season! Afterall, this is only a development tour. The real show is next yr Asean schools :D I will work hard for it. Went back school to watch IYSC games. Reds played against white. Quite a bad game for us. Stayed to watch Msia BJSS against Aust Newscastle. Interesting to watch how Msia plays. After that went lunch with them, then watch movie with Nas & Natty. Nas "forced" us to watch Bolt as she has watched Wild child alrdy :O Retarded. The movie was so boring that she herself slept! Ohman. Dont think Im watching their game tmr, I need to rest. Oh, and take good care Ting & Bhaama! Mel! If you ever see this post, just wna say that CHEER UP! Im not sure what happened, but I had never see you like this before. So, just STAY HAPPY :D

2008-11-20T05:26:00.000-08:00

Many things happened. Natty & co have come back from msia. Have been attending perth trg, or should i say looking at them train for the past 2 weeks. Demoralising. Worked damn hard in rehab & ice like mad, but still can I recover & play the way I played. Omg, This is really so wasted, trained so hard for robin's trg since eoy ended and all that will go down the drain. Been rather moody this few days, idk why. Get irritated damn easily. I dont want to face ppl (or mayb just some) nor do i want t talk to them. Oh man! I should be happy tt Im gg perth, I should be happy that Im ranked 2nd in the whole cohort, so many things to be happy abt, but Im stil not. "Favourism kills the team" Thanks for all those encouragement & concern from the ankle sprain to yesterday's trg. Esp those tt sent me few pages long msg. Thanks, it's good to know that ppl do care. Robin's trg tmr, I think I will go physio. It hurts to see ppl train while you sit by the side. Hope Jennifer will give me the green light to play a qtr on sat.

2008-11-06T23:42:00.000-08:00

Last day of class 3D united together.

We danced, wrote notes & it marks the end of 1yr of class mates tgt.

Rachel & Kat

Ensi, Alden, Mabelline & Rach !

Shafinas's open hse! Her house is damn nice & her parents are really friendly!

(Gosh, what a stupid hamster face :O )

(Natty & simann)

Last friday @ E hub gossiping!

(I cant believe we asked the waiter t take pic for us!)

(Haha, look at the differences in cup size!)

2008-11-05T03:48:00.000-08:00

YAY! Finished ALL the exams! Like finally Im done with even o level chinese :D Topped for geo & second for chem. Haven got back the rest of the results. But I think I fared badly for physics esp. Ah, never mind, at least everything is over & I can really focus on training now! Trg had been really tough this few weeks, but it's good for us :D I need to train hard to lose some weight off, seriously. Cant wait for weekend to go SHOPPING! :D

2008-10-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

Bandar Penawar team is announced ! Finally get to go overseas with Natty & gang ! It will be so FUN with them around. Eoy will be next week, damn, I cant wait for it to be over ! Im so lazy to blog nowadays. Oh, went to ah wei's wedding last tue ! It feels really good watching your cousin getting married :D Haha. & I was talking to weihan & natty abt next time when they get married, they MUST invite me. Haha.

(Baby Niece Keira)

2008-10-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

Presented shylock's speech today. It wasnt that bad except for the fact that Buffalo was super annoying, as usual. Had he chinese singing audition , it was rather fun though we sucks, or should I say the judges. I mean you should have some qualification yourself before you become a judge and comment on others. I dont mean to say that you three arent good enough, but just that I feel that it is not professional enough. And of course, Im not being a sore loser now. We had game sense time for training today. It feels rather wierd playing with the team. Like how bloody long we didnt play together. Kind of upset with the way I worked with the rest. I mean, we are seniors now, so we should do something better than the juniors so that they have somebody to look up to. Like how we looked up to mel & co.We got to step up. Tests followed by MORE tests, EOY ! Damnit, Im haven even started revising for eoy. And coach had already annouced that we wont be having any sleep-ins even with so much tests. I think that she makes sense in doing so, cos I dont think we should skip trainings to study. But on the other hand, some of us really need the extra time to study. I want to do well for eoy! Like duh, who doesnt?

2008-10-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

Yay, got into the perth team !

Congrats to all that got in too !

Fitness test was alright ! Hahah.

我知道你不服, 但我会证明我会做的很好!

让你们大破眼镜!

2008-09-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Children's Day & Claudia's BDAY !

(in advance )

(Yes claudia, you are finally FIFTEEN!)

19s perth trial was yesterday. I did badly but I didnt really mind cause I trial-ed just for the fun of it. It was awesome to be playing w them again. Hahah. Whatever the result, I know I will still be able to play for 'ICC'.

Went Compass just now w Natty G & Ling ! Soda Strawberry tasted like 7up. Hahah, again is Ling's good suggestion !

Ilovemyteam (:

2008-09-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

Colours Award 08

LiangWei Wendy

Zena Simann Oriana

Isabelle ! Cihui !

NV's pride ! Meiling & YeoMei

Fat Zebra's Bestie !

Thanks for those late night gossip !

Trials for the perth trip is on next mon. Omg, it's so fast & I haven touch netball for how long already. The cost of the trip is $7oo, kind of ex. So I dont know if I want to go, since I have already went Adelaide this year. Dont think too much first, see the trial result first.

2008-09-21T01:34:00.000-07:00

I cant wait for season to start !

If only we could skip the running part :O

( Okay, yes running is good for us. So that we can last on court. )

Spent the whole afternoon cleaning my shoes/heels/pums instead of going bugis with jie. Oh yes, I got my black dress for ah wei's wedding ! Thanks Meiwei !

Colours award on this coming fri. Nationals & zonal are tgt. Ironed the white attire & prepare the black shoes alrdy. I will looked super tall in those shoes. Hope it will be fun.

Natty is sending me all the photos we took after soccer. It's super alot & she doesnt have sharing folder so I have to one by one click. But still, Thanks Nat !

Kc ! Missed talking to you ! Hahah, cant wait to meet up with you & GOSSIP !

2008-09-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

Pencil poke :O Omg, so lame la, I got poke by the mechanical pencil & my finger kind of bleed. Eew, Ms Phua took me to the doc at Vista Point. She's nice :D But not for the nurse at the clinic, hahah. Ms Phua was pissed with the nurse like how she is pissed with us when we do badly in test. & she complained to the doc inside that the nurse's attitude is unacceptable & will scare away the patients. We brought bubble tea then she drove me back to sch.

Played soccer & I scored ONE goal ! hahaha. Took lots of pictures !

2008-09-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

Badminton-ed at hougang :D

Cheryl & Meiling

& maybe their imaginary friends "Emily Mary Netty"

2008-09-06T04:09:00.000-07:00

PNG WON 5NATIONS :D

(Samoa GS)

(Samoa Center)

(PNG Center)

PNG defenders :D

CiHui; PeiQi; YeoMei :D

Ling ! & her art piece - my "long" hair :D

hahaha, I told Cihui that it was very malu giving ShiQi the balloon dog yesterday, & she was like a bit dont like it. Then CiHui went to ask her if she like it. Omg, in the end she doesnt even know that I was the one that gave it to her? She thought it was somebody passed it to me to give her, HAHAHA. Malu to the MAX :O

2008-09-05T19:38:00.000-07:00

Watched 5Nations last night. Sg lost to PNG. So they are last in this competition.

ShiQi ! Omg, I think she is really good considering she used to be a circle defender then convert to C :O Her stamina is super good !

冯天薇 ! 初生之犊不畏虎! She is only 21, & she is playing so well ! The silver medallists came to sch on thur for a short seesion with us.

Moving bed ! Nat slept in our room cause shireen is not staying in hostel.

2008-08-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was 17s dinner at pariss int'l :D The food was awesome despite the fact that I cant eat seafood & it is a seafood buffet. The dessert was so fattening! Pictures !

Simann Siying Cheryl

Ling Hinann Cheryl

Siying Ira

MeiLing Cheryl

Meiling Ling I realised my face is so white :O Haha. Went suntec again just now to take a look at the IT fair. Got myself thumbdrive & ear piece :D Tmr morning maybe going to whack the shuttlecocks or hit to the gym ? See first. Afternoon will be the 5 (or 6? ) Nations opening ceremony. The all 17s squad have to go down? Omg, & we have to wear JEANS & the red top with SHOES there. Crap. It will be so uncomfortable. Maybe I will bring my works there to do. I haven done any, crap. Oh, mel will be playing, I guess? Yeah, go mel ! :D

Seeyou 17s tmr :D

2008-08-23T05:32:00.001-07:00

It's been a long time since I last blog. Oh well, life has ups & downs. And unfortuately, Im having the downs now. Arrgghh. Really really stressed. Too much problems. My brain is just too small to give those solutions. I guess I should just flared up & let others know what Im thinking, instead of keeping it to myself. No one is perfect. When you are complaining about someone, have you ever wondered if you yourself is doing the same "wrong" thing. What you dont want to happen to you, you have to make sure you dont do it to others too. Im sick of all these. Please dont make me lose my passion again. I want to reunite the team for the next season, but, will it happen? Thinking about it, it has been 1.5 years since we play as the NINE of us in any competition. It's either one injured or another didnt get into the team. Come on, I missed the times we played together, the moment we cried when we lost to dunman, the hardcore track training under Noraida. Will it still happen? I really want to win

2008-08-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

Msia 17s trip. Hmm, many things happened & I cried twice :( Oh well, strained my arm so didnt play for the second game. Overall, I love the first & last day of the trip. Perhaps with conflicts you will become better friends or maybe worse friends? Hah, dont care already. Everything's over. Treat it as a nightmare. Made lots of friends from 14s & 19s. They are niceee people :D

2008-08-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

Yeah, finished my Phsyics Test today :D Juniors are back from Thailand, they won GOLD ! Good jobs guys. Previous two nights have been interviewing Zena for Chinese project. Haha. So funny. Tmr will be off to Msia :D Need to pack later. Aww, my butt & back is still aching from gym. Even though Ting & Thitirat attempted to help "step" on me to relieve pain. Okay, I need to finish my geo homework for the weekend so that I dont have to bring works to Msia :D

2008-08-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

Pesta Sukan 17s ! Awesome :D Women Club Nike is first; Extremes is second; Schools 17s is third :D Lost ONE to nike, drew with Extremes then in the over time they scored 3goals first. Arrgghh, heartpain* Anyway, we won 19s Schools AND tertiary! That's the awesome part. I played GK today, like finally? Guess Ms Puva can see that Im really tired from yesterday games so she put me to play GK. After the games, Ms Chee ordered pizzas for us ! Yeah ! Ms Chng joined us for lunch too, & some weirdo came hovering around the food, nah, I dont really like him. Oh, & msia trip we are having ANOTHER shirt. Cool !

Fell & knee has a ugly scar Okay, shall go & pack for tmr & maybe msia trip :D

2008-08-02T05:04:00.000-07:00

Feverish. Sun burnt. Dehydrated. A GOLD medal. Oh well, that's what I have gotten from today's pesta sukan schools. Robin is in NZ so Mel was our coach.Should hve won all the games, but we lost one to sng. Thus, we have to play 6 more games to get into the final. And we did. Met 14s in the final. Won. Twice. Also dont know why we played w them twice. Arrghhh. Today's really hot ! Ling left halfway cause she was unwell. Poor girl, even vomited at home. My legs are aching like mad. Tmr will be another hot day. Arrghh. Go 17s ! Let get into top 4 !

2008-07-28T21:25:00.000-07:00

Swam ! & Mum brought durians :D Yeah, I love holidays :D For msia trip, cheryl got injured so brenda is replacing; brenda cant make it so michelle is replacing; michelle's parents dont allow so simann is replacing. Poor midfielders, 全军覆没 :( Eee, looking 17s pictures. I think Im really fat :( Time to do some abs work !

2008-07-27T21:54:00.002-07:00

Went Nat's hse for dinner :D My fear of going to Nat's hse - TRAVIS ! Omg, when I arrived, he ran out of the house & Ting attempted to stop him but he just oley her, I hid in one corner near the lift & he came to sniff at me :O Nat quickly came & took him away. Gosh Gosh. My legs became really jelly. Hahah. Anyway, thanks Nat's mummy for the dinner ! After the dinner with a bloated stomach, Ling suggested to go down & play basketball. So we went down & played for a while. Hmm, I want to go swim later !

2008-07-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

Pesta Sukan 17s :D Okay, I was really reluctant to go but I still went. Things turned out to be fun, so at the end of the day, Im a happy girl :D Hah. Thanks to Michelle, Cheryl & Meiling. They told me something that made me really happy :D Firstly, Mich told me that the AC GA thinks that Im good since "Im one of the few that could defend Nat Long". This makes me really happy even though it's not true :D Secondly, Cheryl & Meiling & her friends thinks that I looked like the umpire/nsl player, Mei Xin ( I hope I spelt it right). I was really thrilled since I think that she's really good & I hope I will be like her :D Enough of boosting, hmm, Pesta Sukan games. I DIDNT even play GK :( Crap, I guess Ms Puva wants to run me to "death". At first I was really upset, but I soon got used to it & ACTUALLY WD & GD were rather fun too. I enjoyed it ! We won ALL our games & drew one with Nike (Air/Zoom). That game was really good even though I didnt intercept or tip a single ball. It was good playing the ball down the court. We got through to next round, on next sun 9am, arrrgghh, in the morning. Met Kc there & chatted with her :D She put on braces ! Hahah. After the games, Ms Chee, LiZhen, Hinann, Joce, Siying, Meiling, Cheryl & I went to pasta mania to makan :D Chatted & crap alot. Really funny. & Ms chee treated half of the meals. Thanks.

SUN-BURNT as usual.

Okay, tmr Im going Nat's house :D Mum made jellies to give them :D

2008-07-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

YEAH ! I have finished all my tests :D Really happy :D Oh well, except for Phsyics cause it will be after hols. One week hols is niceeee :D Dinner at nat's house will be even niceeeeeeeeerrr :D Her house feels so cozy & her mum is so friendly :D Tmr is pesta Sukan & Im still aching from gym on mon & wed. Gosh. I want to go Open House ! Idk why. Hah. Ms Ong treat the whole class ice cream :D Cause Scott got First in the plain speaking com :D Congrats !

2008-07-24T05:50:00.001-07:00

Crap Chicken Prawn !

Im so stressed !

People telling me what to do, leaving me with no choice.

People telling me who to friend, blaming me if I ignore people.

Tons & tons of tests.

Shouldnt even learn tests since I can just say I didnt know there was test.

As easy as that, & I throw a temper I dont have to do my test.

I shouldnt even study so hard for it.

OH Well, life is never fair. If you know how to suck up, you get an easier life & better chances.

& I dont like this.

Crap crap crap. I dont understand why people dont see other in their true colours. Kpo-ing here & kpo-ing there. & nothing is done.

Okay, Im gna restrict my blog soon cause there are more & more unwanted people viewing this blog. Tag & leave your email behind if you want to be invited :D

Oh, & Im gna work duper super hard during hols ! My stamina is really lousy & I need to prepare for msia ! Run ! Swim ! Abs work !

Jia You !

2008-07-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

Had pesta Sukan today ! We won all the games! Quite fun la, we played different positions :D Went ps swensens after that. Ate sundaes & some snacks :D

2008-07-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Had cdp then helped out in p6 development. Ting was being super nice to accompany me to causeway :D Tmr's pesta sukan :D Looking forward to it ! Shall upload some photos from 17s. (Photographer: Wan Ting) Thanks Wan Ting for the photos :D Looked forward to Msia trip too :D

Only loners believe in having no good friends in life

I dont

'cause I have Wh Ting Nat Ling Nas Ange & many more

It's quality not quantity of friends

2008-07-17T06:26:00.000-07:00

Game against Queen's college. Played Gk Gk Wd GS ! :D Hahah, it was quite fun but I didnt do well. Ms Chee said Im rooming w someone I talked alot with & it's not Cheryl Ann. I guessed should be siying bah :D

Earn it. If you want it, you should work hard for it, instead of whining & groaning for it. LALALA, Im looking forward to pesta sukan on sat. But im having second thoughts for going 17s peats sukan, Cause, I want to got for open house ! I want to go w Ting Nat Ling Nas Ange :D

2008-07-16T04:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15th BDAY WEIHAN !

Stay Preeeeeettty :D

Oh man, I was such a bad friend to forgot to wish her. Just came back from track finals. They did not bad, considering many of their elite runners are not around. Cheered until Im having sore thoart now. Haha, on our way back, Ting, Nas & I was video-ing, making funny faces. Saying "My voice is sexy" & crap & making seductive faces. Hahah. So funny.

Yesterday had O levels chinese listening compre. I had exactly the same answers as Zhi Hao. It wasnt that bad but I think I didnt score full marks. OH, & I finished my MOVIE PRESENTATION today ! It was really random coz this morning I was heading to the dining hall then Ms Ong was feeding the cats. I greeted her & she just told me I will be the first presenter. Gosh ~ But Im so glad everything is over :D Today school also gave out the module 3 & 4 academic awards. I got first in HMT M3 & M4; first in Chem M4; third in Phsyics M4. So sad, I didnt even get for Emaths. Many netballers got the awards too. Good job guys! So shiok, having sleep in everyday for THIS WEEK :D

Okay, here are the pictures we Zi-lian-ed at the track meet. :D

The Joy of the World

Happy 18th jie!

2008-07-12T04:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BDAY ER JIE ! :D

Stay healthy & Cheerful :D

Didnt go for the Div 1 NL final. I wanted to go but there's er jie's bday dinner so have to give the game a miss. I will buy her present in msia bah. Oh, even though Ms chee didnt annouced the msia trip room allocation, but we somehow know already. Nash w Wanting; Meiling w Joce; Sonia w Brenda; Ling w Sha. BUT, I dont know about the defenders :O Anybody knows? Oh, poor little cheryl / puny is unable to go for the trip bcoz of her injured shoulder. So sad, I want her to go ! Brenda is replacing her. Hah, today went back to school for the p6 development clinic. I helped out at the shooters station, WHOA~. Hah, after that went to eat at Banquet with Nat Ling Ting ! :D Walked walked around, then when we were heading back, Ling was saying we shared the common interest in food. Coz, when Ting wanted to go Mini Toons, in my mind I was saying Im gna buy mashmallows there, then Ling said it out that she wants to buy. Hah, both of us like mayo, cheese, cheese tofu, fish balls, omelette & many more. Just that I dont take Chilli.

Back home

2008-07-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

Arrghh, having gastric last night so bad game AGAIN against Waricks. Guess I really need to take care of my own body so that I can play more often. It's so irrtating when you get sick & cant play. Thanks Dad for driving me home last night, I just dont want to stay in hostel. So sorry to him too for making him wait for me for 30mins. I didnt know he reached already.

Oh, SSS A played with Speed on wed. One of the other team player is Jade Seah ! Omg ! & It was just that morning I read on newspaper that she played netball for some club. Hahah.

Oh, I was supposed to have EMaths test today.

Oh man

2008-07-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

Horrible game just now against the aussie. I rather Im the one that got hit. I was really affected plus that incident happened at the begining of the game. I felt really lousy. Im alot more sensitive than others thought. Thanks to those that have encouraged me & all. Im really grateful of all the little gestures. I hope what happened today will never happen again. Because of those comments, I started to think of my future. Am I really meant to play netball? Do I have the capablitiy to go far? I dont think so. Perhaps I will just stop netball when I goes to jc, it is, afterall, a blessing to end when you peak. But I really enjoy to play with my friends & the pleasure of winning is the ultimate! Roomie ! Im just so glad to have you by my side. Always. You dont have to utter a word but I know that you really care about me. Your presence is all I need. Thank You. Nat ! Though we didnt talked alot since school reopen, but I really care about you. I was so glad when you offered to watch the tv show with me just now. It's a indication that you cared about me, I really like it. Take care of that leg okay? I want you back on court playing with me ! Ling ! We are much closer than we used to be & I really like it! I love to chat with you & all. & your constant effort of working extra like going for extra runs really motivated me! The times we had in the 2nd level of gym doing extra runs & abs work, teaching me new types of abs work, hah. Nas! Your "PRETTY" face is always filled with laughter. This really cheers me up !Even though you are full of craps & all, but you really entertained me ! HAHAH, I guess I will never be sad with you around ! WeiHan! Those gossip times we had in sec 2s will never be forgotten. Thank you for always being the first few to realise that Im sad. Even though we are no longer classmates but Im glad that we are still confiding to each other.

With great friends like you guys, what more should I asked for?

17s Dinner & Bowling :D

2008-07-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

We had our last game against Zenith :D We won 86 to 21 ( siying & meiling corrected me) :D Bathed & we headed to 日本村 for the end season dinner :D Ate & we rushed to bowl :D It was really fun & we were cam whoring throughout :O MeiLing is such a good bowler, either a strike or a spare each time :D The second game I got score of 111 :D It's my first time over 100 :D Okay, I know it's not fantastic achievement, but considering Im a "Long Gan" kind of bowler, it's not bad already :D Oh, & we are gna make 17s squad shirt :D So cool, hah, unfortunately, the white shirt is actually used for the msia & we are only getting one. Never mind. Si Ying's dad fetched Cheryl & I to Kallang Mrt. THANKYOU (:

LOVE 17s ! :D

Sec 3s in SEVENTEENS team :D Ling. cheryl, Zhen, Siying :D

Defenders ! Yo !

Joce & Siying :D

Jas & Meiling behind :O

Bowling Team- Zhen Cheryl Jas Cheryl Ann Hinann Joce

SEVENTEENS TEAM <3

First in Div 3 :D

(Bottom, from left to right)

MeiLing, SiYing, Hinann, YunZhen, Cheryl Ann, WanTing

(Top)

Ms LiZhen, Ms Puva, Joce, Nash, Cheryl, Ira, Sonia, YuanLing, Ms Robin & Ms Chee

Really Happy :D

2008-07-04T06:53:00.001-07:00

Just came back from expo, I took back my phone ! At first when I was at expo, the phone like spoilt again then when Im back home, it's okay again :O So wierd ! Anyway, brought sandals & many more stuff from John little Sale :D Oh, last thur before 17s training, Ling & I went to the gym. I cycled 3km :D I felt really good this week coz as I have said in previous post, IM MAKING THE EFFORT TO DO EXTRA :D 17s training feels good & the pop corn after that was great ! Ling & I went down to walk walk & we saw Zena :D Hah, wanted to take picture w Ling but she dont want so I took pic with Zena :D Ling took the pic & Zena's head looked damn big ! Hahah. She was so mad & she wants Ling to delete. But I want the pic so we played 剪刀石头布. & I cant believe I lost :O I always win ! So Ling really delete the pic :O HAHAH, Love cluster outing (esp when there's food) !Ling's gna say Im a fatty bom bom :D . Oh, team for Msia trip is annouced ! It is the NL team plus Jasmine & Sha :D Coz Hinann & Ira will not be going as O level is nearing. We will be staying in hotel ! Instead of hostel ! Heng heng, I dont like BJSS hostel. I love to stay in hotel, I wonder who will I room with :O Oh, we are having another shirt for msia trip :D & & Claudia said her 19s had the white shirt with netball in front & Sg 19s & under behind. It's so cool! I want that shirt also, but I hope there will still be ANOTHER shirt for msia :D Tmr is 17s last game against Zenith :D Hope I will play well :D After the game, we are having a end season dinner at Leisure Park. I think we are eating the same jap restrauant as that time I ate with Mum. Must must take picture :D

IM HAPPY, I think :O

2008-07-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

Mon had Chinese O level Oral :O Damn, everything Lao Shi said never come out. HAHAH, but before the actual oral, we have to be all in a room. We were supposed to revise the oral notes but we ended up cracking jokes & some horny ones :D The HMT people, haiyo ! XueJie has the most jokes, but not really funny & WeiHan is the most horny one ! All her jokes are yellow.

Afternoon, Coach made a mistake about the game, so training is cancelled for the 17s people :D Ling & I went to the gym to run :D I ran 5km ! Really happy, I have been slacking since school reopens so finally Im doing some extra run ! We did abs work then went down to fitness corner to stretch :D

I enjoyed trainings lately & IM NOT GNA LET ANYBODY AFFECT MY MOOD!

Played basketball for training just now. It was kind of violent. Hah. Oh man, Im still aching from the mon gym & this morning gym is adding up to the ache :(

Poor phone

2008-06-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

Went to watch SSS A game. We won ! The weather was very hot & even the umpire was like dying in the heat. Hah. Went to buy drink after the game & I never knew that we had to QUEUE to buy from vending machine. I was like asking MeiLing, "You are queuing arh?" Hahah. She's really funny so I cut her queue. Hah, lame excuse. I saw that primary sch senior from sneakers again & XiuMin from RP now. Rushed to Simei with Shafinas & Ting to repair my phone. After repairing, Danial came to meet Shafinas & I went to Tamp to meet Mummy & Sis for dinner. We went to "Ri Ben Cun" to eat Japanese food :D Lots of Sushi & ate GreenTea Ice cream for dessert :D Yummy yummy. Headed Home.

Im still waiting

2008-06-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Waiting jie to come home, I have got many things to ask her. Oh, I have linked many primary sch friends :D I think it's good to keep in contact with them :D So nice, Vanessa went to China! :D Hmm, & there's this wierd person that kept talking to me, apparently he said he's from sajc. Wierdo. Cant be bothered. Oh oh, there's around ONE more hour to Ange's BDAY :D

Get over it !

2008-06-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I think you got to have good self-discipiline before you can lead others. That's it. Let's talk about happy things! Watched 2 ghost shows till 12am for 2 nights. Ghost Train & Apartment 1303 :O This week passed rather fast with all the games & night training :D Ting & Nat helped me to make a new blog skin but there's still something I dont like about this blogskin. Need their help next week to help me change :D The wed SSS A game was really exciting ! They drew in the end, but it was a good game to watch. Perhaps I will go down to support them tmr too :D Ange's bday is tmr ! HAHAH.

Game Llab10 :D

2008-06-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

Just finished game with Llabten :D We won & I had really good communication with Cheryl ! Siying is came back from camp ! & she brought food for us :D So sweet of her. I love to work with ling as WD, she simply understand what I wants :D Shafinas gave me some cake after the game & Nat gave me half an apple pie & Ting gave her brownie! Oh man, Im getting real FAT :O

I miss Weihan ! I miss Rachel ! I miss the fun we had in sec 2 !

Weihan/ Oriana/ Rachel/ Zhen :D

LOVE THEM <3

Sun burnt :O

2008-06-20T19:40:00.001-07:00

Thur after 17s training went to my primary school friends bbq. Quite boring, reached home at around 2am. The next day, because my phone battery went flat, I didnt set alarm. I woke up like 10.36? & I was supposed to meet the rest at 10am :O Oh man, rushed like mad & LUCKILY Ting was going there late also, so meet her at harbourfront :D Cabbed in & we spotted the rest of them real fast. Hah. Ate a little & we played games with the juniors :D Then, Coach asked us go challenged others play volleyball. So Ting, Nas, Ange, Simann & I went to play volley with some boys. After the games, we went to bathe & chill at coffee beans. Chatted & we went vivo to walk.

Game against Extremes

2008-06-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

Last night was 17s NL game against Extremes. I think that was our toughest match ever, but we still won despite the rain ! :D Much better communication with Cheryl & I think we hold their shooters pretty well. The GS for the second qtr is WenYi's coach & the umpire for my primary school games which's like around 4years ago. Hah. Damn it, I haven do my eng project. I seriously dont know what movie to choose. HELP~

Lalala

2008-06-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Last night had NL game against RP 1. I had terrible cramps & I played really badly. So sorry to cheryl for having to work doubly hard to get the ball. I hate cramps! Had training this morning at 11 :D Being demo girls for some teachers' workshop. Went to compass to makan & the rest went meiling's house to slack, hah. Wanted to do the movie project but I slept instead. Now Im gna do the color color thingy in passionata, hopefully I will really do it :D

Childish :O

2008-06-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, I cut my hair again :D Idk why, but it's seems to be quite thin :O I dont rmb telling the person I want it to be thin though. Hahah. Suppose to go out with JQ & WeiHan today, but didnt. Oh man, my whole body is aching :( Oh, take care of that skinny leg, NAT ! It's so scary, going to the hospital & unable to scratch your leg when it's itchy :O Hahah. Okay, Idk why, but i still dont like you. Your smile is the gross-est thing on earth.I will prove to you that Im so much smarter & better than you in every way. I know Im being compeitive but isnt that what you always do too? I cant stand it when I do some works that you didnt do & you will make a big fuss over it & saying Im crazy. AND when you do the work & I didnt , YOU WONT SAY ANYTHING? Wth. You are causing the devil inside me to "activate". Why are you so scared to lose to me? But the more I know you are feeling this way, the more I want to win you :D No point sucking up to others, it doesnt work this way. LES. LALALA, IM HAPPY & YOU CANT STOP ME :D

Better :D

2008-06-12T05:45:00.000-07:00

Just finished 17s training :D It feels really good. I enjoyed the running down the court passing & everything :D Last night NL game wasnt that bad, hah, or at least for the second half GK part :D Good work siying ! After the game went to leisure park & ate pasta mania. Then I realised that siying is a vegetarian. OH! & I SAW BOONSAK ! :D I wanted to take picture with him but he was rushing for cab & he said "tomorrow" Hahah, as if Im going to watch him play :D Weihan's really funny msg "Clumsy fat figure bouncing along the pavement" Oh whatever :D

Still the same

2008-06-09T03:37:00.001-07:00

SS training is no better. The gym was fine but the courts was damn shit. The sun is so hot & we were doing one on on defence AGAIN ! Hate that! Coach was saying I didnt do a clean jump. Come on, Im just too lazy too. OH MAN, Im really getting worse. I really cant play WD. I prefers GK ! But when mel is here, I have to play WD. Heng, mel is going off then i can go back to GK :D There were v few people in training today, which makes training even more sian ! After training, G, nat, Ling, Simann & I went to compass to eat. The food was really nice ! Love it ! But I ate v slow, hahah. I need to get my confidence back !

Lots of complains D:

2008-06-08T02:09:00.000-07:00

Bad game. Shit, Im getting worse after Adelaide trip. & I think I cant play WD for nuts. & I cant defend one on one. Too lazy to go for the first ball, I just wait to hands over the ball. & Im scared to go for those high balls. Idk why. NL games have been really bad. I cant work with other defenders. & I dont like that witch. Every single thing blame me. Wth. Cant stand her face. Oh man, why didnt I make it to 19s? Then I dont have to face her. Im totally demoralised. I hope ss trainings will be better. I miss the sec 3s netballers ! Oh well, except for her. I feel so evil towards her. Come to think of it, it has been a long time since the whole sec 3s batch go overseas together. That's really sad. Since like the BJ trip? I cant wait for next year, with G & the juniors to play B division ! I hope we can retain the title! Hah, next year is still far away. But, a few more months then the seniors will be gone! Okay, Im being evil again. But everytime the seniors felt anything is wrong they will blame the juniors. I had enough of that, esp during the Adelaide trip. I dont understand why. Esp her.. Die la, now I understand why others dont like her. She thinks that everything she thinks is right is right ! If others think otherwise, she will show black face or cry? I think it's time for her to "wake up" & think. She cannot be right all the time. & she loves to correct people & do things her way ! That includes on court & she doesnt even play that position! How would she know better than others that play that position? Stubborn is not the solution. Okay, I got to stop gossiping. Damn geo project. I have got no clues to what to research.

Ello Blog :D

2008-05-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

Okay, Beloved Ting helped me to edit the blog :D So nice of her, hahah. We spent like almost two hours, didn't even study for the A maths test on thur :/ Never mind. Oh, speaking of this afternoon training, at first I was rather looking forward to the training. But alot of things happened, so I didn't really enjoy :( Now Ling is back, annoying us again ! HAHAH